The past few days have been rather awkward. I wouldnt want to narrate all of them so i'll just leave that to your imagination.

I say that it has been awkward because no only had there been issues between my co workers and I, the volume of my work fluctuates frequently with no prior indications. People are losing their cool at some places and I constantly find myself in a position whereby i need to exert a bit of authority not only to set things right but also to keep myself out of trouble. Having said that, i have been doing risky things a lot recently without considering the possible consequences. The little monster called setback never fails to be summoned at the right moment just to give an extra push (or slap). Whilst I have decided to take a break with respect to certain aspects of my life, there are commitment issues pertaining to the other aspects. I have difficulty answering questions that requires my assurance because i hardly know anything at all. Last but not least i have given up on trying to contact a few certain people but those whom i managed to catch up with turned out to have provided me with some solid reasons to give the day a smile.

I realise that sometimes, we do have to take second place. It is always appropriate for you to put yourself into other's shoe as cheesy as it may sound. Sometimes its best to keep your cool and stay focus on the big idea instead of petty details. However, do not neglect or overlook something just because they doesnt seem like a big matter to you . Whenever you get yourself involved in something, be prepared to commit fully, even though at times multiple things require such commitment. Dun worry about setbacks or humiliation, just be brave, face it, and grow your skin a lil thicker each time. And lastly for friends, it wldnt have been a big issue if  those who werent that close inevitably drift away, because those who really mattered has always been around.

 I guess the weekend or rather the week's break that i have given to myself has come to an end. It didnt really worked out as a break because all i did was to slack at the times when i would have tried to do something usually. Its spontaneous; like a tea break in a sleepy afternoon. Next week will pose new challenges, and I am slowly beginning to feel the repercussions of doing many things simultaneously. It is my fault entirely; I got myself involved in too many things right after i commissioned because i wanted to be occupied. I overdid it

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It will be quite scary if one day i forget wads in the content of the creed.